Blind Idiot God

Suspend 21—Pay half your life total rounded up.
As long as Blind Idiot God is in exile, each card
you own that isn't on the battlefield has madness.
The madness cost is equal to its casting cost.
When you cast this spell, you lose the game.
{b/r}, Remove a time counter from Blind Idiot God:
Draw a card, then each player discards a card.
You may activate this ability from exile.