Chaos Is A Ladder

At the beginning of each players main phase, that
player must pick one they haven't picked already:
•Lose X life. Add X mana of any color to your pool.
•Sacrifice X permanents. Draw X cards.
•Discard X cards. Search your library for a card and
put it into your hand.
Chaos Is A Ladder enters the battlefield with 3 chaos counters. X is equal to the number of chaos on it.
When everything has been chosen, this card flickers.
Whenever it returns, double the counters that were
on