Come to Fruition

Suspend 3—{b} (Rather than cast this card from
your hand, pay {b} and exile it with three time
counters on it. At the beginning of your upkeep,
remove a time counter. When the last is removed, cast
it without paying its mana cost.)

Search your library for a card, then shuffle your library and put that card on top of it. You lose
2 life.