Ctyldeh, Father of Chaos

Ctyldeh, Father of Chaos, enters the battlefield with X +1/+1 counters on it.
When Ctyldeh, Father of Chaos enters the battlefield, draw X cards, then discard your entire hand. For every card discarded in this way, put a +1/+1 counter on Ctyldeh, Father of Chaos.
At the beginning of your upkeep, put the top 5 cards of your library into your graveyard and lose 5 life, then put 5 +1/+1 counters on Ctyldeh, Father of Chaos. Indestructible, Trample