Despair

This card keeps all previous counters on it
If this card has more hope counters than despair counters on it, flip it
If this card would be flipped it keeps all counters currently on it
At the beginning of you upkeep choose one:
-Lose 4 life
-Put a -1/-1 counter on a creature you control
"All of it will come to an end, your stupid hope... and
your stupid life!"