Desperation

Search your library, graveyard, and outside the
game for five cards and exile the rest. Put those
cards on top of your library in any order. You
lose have your life, rounded down.
His mind felt torn, now more than ever. A force
compelled him to this place. A familiar place. Reality
wasn't right anymore. It was like a reflecting pool,
after a rock was tossed into it. He would set this right.
This time he would make the right choice.