Diary Entry 500

What are you? I see you in my dreams, when I lay in
my bed I can smell you, hear you, almost touch
you.
But when I open my eyes I can't see you.
Why are you following me?
Why is it you'll only come to me in your physical form, when I'm with him?
Why does he need to be around for us to meet?
I don't understand and you're not helping me now.
I miss you.