Journey Onwards

Leyline 4 (If this card is in your opening hand, you may begin the game with it exiled with 3 time counters on it. If you do, it gains suspend.)
Exile a creature from your hand, put X time counters on, where X is equal to the number of creatures you control. It has suspend.
You may cast this card from exile without paying it's mana cost. If you do, you lose life equal to the number of time counters on this card.