Mikan Tsumiki

{x}{p/w}{p/w}: Give a creature you control +0/+X
for the turn where X is how much you payed, add +0/+1 per {p/w} if you payed blood

{1}{p/b}{p/b}: Change Mikan Tsumiki into
Despair Disease Mikan

"So you'll forgive me, right!?"