Philip, the aging one

Vanishing 4 (This permanent enters the battlefield
with four time counters on it. At the beginning of
your upkeep, remove a time counter from it.
When the last is removed, sacrifice it.)
{p/u}{p/b}{p/r},{t}: Search your library for a card,
then shuffle and put that card on top.
You lose life equal to its mana value.
Activate only as a sorcery.