Soul Crushing Guilt

Target creature gets -X/-X where X is the
number of creatures in your graveyard. When
that creature dies this turn, add X Rage Mana to
your reserve.
Lennier held the bottle of alcohol and stared at it, contemplating whether or not to drink his feelings
away. In one swift motion, he smashed it against the
wall, sending glass and alcohol flying everywhere. He
sank to the ground and cried, thinking of all the lives
he had ended.