Vix, Hushed Distortion

Kicker
give (10 - X) creatures you control -4/-3
if there are no creatures to give them to, take X life
X is the amount paid extra({x})
[counters are permanent while there is a card with
Vix in the name on the battlefield]
Whenever Vix, hushed distortion enters the
battlefield, search your library, graveyard, or
exile for 2 Special equipments and a card called
Vix's Deranged Thoughtand put them onto the battlefield